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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Some days I feel so broke inside but I won't admit . Sometimes I just wanna hide because it's you I miss . And it's so hard to say goodbye , when it comes to this .

You don't know how broken I am inside .
You don't know how much I yearn for your presence .
You don't know how tiring it is to appear unaffected in front of you .
You don't know how taxing it is to laugh .
You don't know why as much as I want to call you , I stop myself .
You don't know how it feels when there's no answer .
You don't know how much it hurts .

I think, You don't even know
I Love You .I think ,
I feel more like this .
Or do you not give a ~~Fuck~~ ?

30th July , Monday

forgotten what really happened . Just remember that i kept sleeping . i spent 3/4 of the time in school sleeping . weet `~ Mr Jana came in during History lesson and showed us lots of handphones that he had confiscated from pupils . Then he said that he wanna conduct a spot check on us and immediately my heart went pop pop pop . was so afraid . so i quickly took my handphone out from my bag and hid it at te back door there . lols . luckily it was not being found . weet `~ Alfian was funny ! xD never fails to bring laughter and joy to me . ^^

31st July , Tuesday

Alfian was super good to help me carry my science textbook , story book , science activity book and pencil case back to the class . wahhas . and both of us kept fooling around . kept commanding each other to do drill . funny like hell ! weet `~ slept during Science lesson . Then Mrs Seah asked me to answer the question so i said " dunno " and everyone went laughing . duh !` sot sot teh . then kuku siao lian eh said i`m stupid . =.= had test during Literature period and i forgotten to bring my book ! so i gotta depend on my memory . hope i`m able to score well . After the test , went to sleep . =/ recess time , slacked around in the classroom and i went to kidnap darling's bag . wahahs . simply love her bag !` both Ling & me decided to buy that bag so that the 3 of us have got the same bag . xD while i was walking around , that kuku Chester went to pull my hair , so i went to chase him all the way from the classroom till the canteen . =.= bodoh siol `~ after that , held hand with darling while walking to the canteen and one teacher saw and said " wah , so sweet arh . hold hand then swing swing swing " lols . CE lesson was bored `~ so slept all the way . but woke up a few times to give ideas to darling and peeps . ^^ while Miss Chua was talking , i was playing with my fan than i accidentally made finger touched till the fan so i went screaming " ahhhhhhh " lols . than Alfian , Imran , Siao Lian eh , etc etc all went laughing at me . lols . super funny siol .

Home Econ was BORED `~ Mother Tongue lesson , got back my test paper . failed them . Miss Neo was kind enough to add 2 marks for me to make me pass .. dont really feel disappointed at all as i didn even bother to study for the test . haas `~ so while Miss Neo was going through the paper , i was sleeping . hehes . English lesson , voted Alfian as Vice-Chair person . hahas . Then Alfian and all voted for me too . =.= As i kept making lots of noise , Siao Lian Eh said to Imran that i got mad cow disease . lols . After school , while was about to board the bus , one uncle went to push me . wth !` made me so pissed off and i shouted some vulgarities at him . then the bus driver was also one kuku head . shan't go into detailed . met Evangeline at Jurong Point for lunch at Pizza Hut and SOMETHING super duper embarrassing happened !` gosh !` made me so embarrassed . was laughing like one mad cow while i was there . lols . [P.S : you cannot tell anyone bout this matter hor . lols . ] After that , walked around Jurong Point and headed home around 4.00p.m+ . ^^

Alright , shall end here . off to complete my piles and piles of homework . T.T

[will upload photos soon & THANKS EVANGELINE FOR TREATING ME ! weet `~ LOVE YOU x 1000000000000 xD]

to him ,

Take care of yourself yea ? drink lots of lots of water and rest well . wish you will recover soon . =)

- 好想和你一起度过每一天。-

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